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I'm a little teapot, short and stout

Thu, 26 Feb 2009 09:39:54 GMT

Today were our emath and feezigs common tests %sodsdf^&$!@ aah nevermind just glad it's over :) I like singing in class and around school we always skip down the corridors linking arms singing out hearts out yay do you know you're unlike any other, you'll always be my thunder ♥ (dar, we need to do you raise me up), in the toilet before water fights ensue, by the water cooler haha fff, we make a good team 'cept the high parts heh, translating the best day for wangjin in chi today was hilarious! Hehee and we were singing nursery songs in class today too Laughter is the best medicine, my friends make me happy and keep me going through the day :) i hope lit tmr will be alright mrs ng kinda scared zopiepokie li and i when we looked for her just now haha. Stayed back for a bit aft sch in class with gan and hammy, had a nice good talk with them <3 came home and had piano now my hair is wet i need to blow-dry it wheeeee i just ate chocolate chip cookie dough and a brownie and it's raining now and i want to catch a raindrop on the tip of my tongue okay i think i'm talking too much hang in there everyone the weekend is nearly here!

Where your love has always been enough for me

Mon, 16 Feb 2009 10:31:14 GMT

My girls are the best of the best

Love with a cause

Life is a maze & love is a riddle :)

Happy birthday jh & bye zong! My fuzzycuzzys are the ultimate Been spending as much time as possible with z before he leaves for australia(), daily dinners tgt sushi buffet & getting high. Dreading the airport tmr :( :(

A serious overdose of love just spilling out from every corner of my heart right now :) fill in the blanks yourself: 1 thing 2 say 3 words 4 you _ ____ ___ ♥

Happy Valentines' Day

(for you, a thousand times over)

Till there's fog inside the glass of your summer heart

Sun, 08 Feb 2009 04:45:35 GMT

Hi cuppycakies! How was your week?

Worship ex on friday was goooood, cauz God was really there and I'm sure everyone could feel His presence very strongly. Felt very refreshed and encouraged i can overcome amath yes i can. Great adventure walking to yan's house and getting soaked in the rain (like a movie scene hahaha), then her birthday dinner at pizza hut where we surprised her with cake! Hope you liked my piano card dear, happy 15th :) on sat, got high at tuition haha we didn't get our bubble tea though had dinner with bests at popeye's, i love the biscuit. Sat by the river under the flyer, good heart to heart talk. Built to last whyseeee! ♥ I'll always have you:) send me photos pleazeeyoreo.

I am resisting the great urge to peel the scab on my knee now...ugh self control! My big fat purple elephants are going away and they don't hurt too much now yay i'm happy thanks for all your prayers

Valentines' day is a week away!!

Mooooo!

Sat, 31 Jan 2009 04:58:56 GMT

It just gets better every year

Ng cuzzies, bubble dash (groyne= a norwegian woman?!? hahaha), laughing till our stomachs hurt, intellectual conversations, long dinners and yummy food/snacks, prancing around in our pretty new dresses and heels and ballet flats in the garden.

Ong penguins! Thanks to jr's intelligence we enjoyed wii guitar hero/fof and karaoke whoooo real fun :) justin looked very cute with the big earphones and mike, like a small dj haha. Same age fuzzycuzzy rmb what you owe me on saturday! :D

Heheee i'm happy and i love cny!! Hope everyone had a great and ox-spicious NIU year Hahah i think that sounds so cute :)

This week was okay, homework/tests starting to pile up already noooo Had lots of fun though, kap dates and cartwheels! Hehee sec one orientation was fun i love the ha-ha game :p I ate up the whole box of love letters (not lettuce jenny lol) during the comm meeting haha :/ After that i crashed riel's house. It was really good, we talked for really long about all kinds of things that encouraged me and spoke to my heart. Thanks for answering my questions, sharing and listening to me so much rielly Loveyou! My mum came to pick me up at bout 9 plus and i went home to drink milo and sleeeep:)

Why did the cookie go to the doctor? Because he was feeling crummy! Hahaha my new favourite joke So happy the weekend is here, really looking forward to it :) okie dokes gotta go finish up math homework first! Have a good week buddiez

Lots of love (L), Sophia

Pick a star on the dark horizon

Sun, 25 Jan 2009 10:54:57 GMT

Now we're back to the beginning
It's just a feeling and no one knows yet
But just because they can't feel it too
Doesn't mean that you have to forget

Open up those sunshine eyes

Thu, 15 Jan 2009 12:06:05 GMT

Today is twinno's bday! Happy 15th & i love you lots giraffey! :) hope you like the card

Been bringing our own food to school now in our cool new lunchboxxies :) oreos+nutella sandwiches+gummies+grapes don't really like the new school food now, i miss the nasi lemak!! Workload piling up but still quite mangeable. Morning talks wake me up, somewhat...? Haha. Hot date at kap -wink at my secret friend- hahaha lub you spaddy, spaz photos rock. Weird conversations, laughing fits and letters make my day! On the whole, i've been enjoying school :)

Went out with bunnerpillar hahaha we're failed shopping buddies <3 Still it was fun and really nice seeing you! Saturday out with the bests for dinner at the Singapore flyer (popeye's!!), gonna sit by the river and talk at night yay haha looking forward to it! :) Out with da cg on sunday after church too

Andddddd the green grass grew all around and around, and the green grass grew all around!

Goodnight

Heart-shaped bruises

Fri, 09 Jan 2009 23:41:46 GMT

Hello wello peanutbutter and jello! I had a very nice week. Lessons have started proper but they aren't too bad cos I have cool seating mates, fish are friends not food club whoo Stickers & post-its <3 School's been great and fun mostly cauz of all my classmates whom i've gotten to know so much better in this week :) Early morning meet ups and after-school lunches to catch up with old friends and spend time with new ones :) Haha everyone thinks i'm crazy hyper nutty but i'm not on drugs -cough zoe- hahah. Had cca registration, had to dress up as the salt mascot which abby made hahaha, was very high and friendly made many new friends heheee and quite a lot of sec 1s joined so yay! Thank you God! Btw, wild sunday night party at riel's house to celebrate her 16th hehee ;p happy 16th to the best mermaid/mentor/guider/adviser who has influenced and moulded me greatly :) and just for the record, I AM 160.5cm I got to see shanx yesterday! <3 Was so good talking and laughing non-stop again Manda get my note from shanx Bro i think your songs are vunderful! :) and my mummy took me shopping on thursday! -beam-

Off to a great start in 2009, have a feeling it's really going to be a good year in every sense- God, family, old friends and new ones, school, studies, salt, church commitments. Above all i really wanna put God in the center of my life, as cliche as it sounds it really is a challenge for me but I'm determined to do that and I'm sure everything else will fall into place

I think wales is a cute surname it sounds like whales. Like Jimmy wales the founder of wikipedia! Going to meet weetle at the library now to fulfil my english goal of reading more books i'm so intellectual heheheee

(edit) li ser. says: damn, i feel like a biscuit!

HAHAHA the new msn rocks!

Jesus you are so good

Jesus you are so, so good :)

And I just wanna thank you with every beat of my heart! ♥

Just a little girl lost in the moment

Sun, 04 Jan 2009 05:15:58 GMT

Whazup world! :) I just got home from church i was super hyper hahaa. Just had lunch with my family and i'm sitting here very contently eating this tiny packet of raisins which i wish will never end :) and my piano teacher told me she would get little mermaid/sound of music songs for me to play hahaha. AND i'm here to do a proper update! :) (although i somehow doubt it will be sucessful haha)

Merry CHRISTmas! Hahaha very belated i know, but hope everyone had a meaningful and blessed christmas. My christmas was wonderful and i love christmas very much especially when it's spent with family and people whom i love dearly :) It always makes me feel warm and fuzzywuzzy inside with christmas cards and sweet notes and cookies and and bright lights on pretty trees and singing christmas carols and family gatherings and santa hats and silly moments and hugs and laughter and love :) I already have everything and more than what I deserve and for that I'm ever grateful :) pretty pictures! (need to get more from the cuzzins dear haha we camwhored quite a bit as usual even russ joined in haha YOU GO RUSS)

Some shots from the mission trip, seems so long ago that it happened

Happy bday SRS! :) hehe shaun and ray really look alike here

Me and von trying to lift this really cute boy in orange haha he loves to jump on me but once he accidentally kicked me :(

Beautiful skies we all watched together in silence, sitting at the back steps of the church after a long day at work

Trying to teach the kids how to play lao ying zhua xiao ji! I didn't know the han you ping ying heh heh ;p

KSMC females! + some kiddos :)

Super nice inspirational shots by Janz, great photographer :)

Constipated toilet buddies!! Hahah crazy nuts

Dancing round the christmas tree! (this was the conservertive dancing before we all went a bit like dj punk-rapperish krayzee hahahah) Haha caught toni in the moment, our translator who's also a model!! So cool right :)

Hahahaha lol this really makes me laugh a lot- the expression on ian's face is priceless

Haha this shot is so retarded! Roomieeee :) Thanks for looking out for me and taking care of me like a big sister. :) thanks for the prezzy too i keep combing my hair with staceybumblezooperee! Hahaha i love you!! :)

I look almost as tall as dezzy ;p dunno why the lighting's funny! Lubdubbbboss cheers to more trips :)

At angkorwat, climbing this monument that we later found out we weren't supposed to climb haha. This was REALLY high it was super scary! It was ok when we were all climbing excitedly but once we got to the top and looked down, us girls started shrieking and clinging onto each other and even the guys were like woah quite high man...haha we look so small in the pic :)

Some temple stairs at angkorwat

Girls :)

(Spot me!)

Credits to Jansen for the pics, he took like close to 2000 pics i think!! :O The kids are so cuteee haha they jumped onto us and clung onto our legs screaming and begging us to carry them. It was a great trip and God was really present but i'm kinda lazy to blog about it cos there's just so much to say so if you wanna know anything you can just ask me heh yup A big thanks to my 16 lovely team members for everything on the trip, it was truly wonderful with you guys :) (i hope the embarrassing video of me dancing does not circulate!! hahaha i wasn't in the right state of mind ok)

MY TAIWAN/HK TRIP :)

Taipei 101! The tallest building in the world apparently, although it doesn't look that tall. My uncle actually lay down on the floor to take the second picture hahaha!

View from the observatory at Taipei 101. It was so expensive to go up but my grandparents insisted cos they said we were there already haha. But there was like nothing up just like a really big space with lots of...places to sit down? haha not worth it :(

My grandparents at the cks memorial! They're so cute they still hold hands wherever they walk :) and then we were asking them during dinner all bout how they met and how my grandfather proposed haha they made me laugh so hard i started to cry :D

Walk by the pier at Sun Moon lake

All of us throwing rocks! Haha so cool right ;)

The hotsprings! My skeeeeeeeeeeeeeenny brother showing off his muscle to us hahaha he has a six-pack cos he's so terribly skinny. See jr banging his red-capped head against the wall hahaha

Who're they trying to fool HAHA kidding love you guyz ;p

Grandparents at hotel! Haha i love my popo she wears super cute and bubbly clothes :):) 2nd pic i look so short, my brother purposely stood in front of me haha pfft :(

Karaoke!! Hahaha we're a super cool family right :D and dancing!! Hehehe

Bus ride :)

Our hike to mount mao-lan, when we finally reached the top! We were feeling random haha 7 retards looking at the sky :)

This was my dad's wonderful idea of having a family run by the beach and i tell you, my cousins are so fit!!! Irritating people. I was so tired i swearrr we ran so far ok but they kept going so I gave up with zong and bro hahah but then they pang-sehed me in the end also walaoooz so i walked with my mummy :) Jh's speed is crazy he's like a bullet train and fangy can run really well too, especially for a girl haha she was 2nd aft jh. Girl power yes?!! Haha :/ kevin is amazing, he's only like p4 and he ran so fast, he kept up pretty well with fang

The 2 bluffers!!! Hahahah at least i admitt it ok ;p

4 of us haha i look kinda crazy cos i was trying desperately to look as tall as jh

The breakfast buffet at the sheraton. After I was finished eating with the cuzzies, my mum asked me to accompany my grandparents so i just ate again with them HAHA just for the record i do eat!!! Haha really ask like...anyone i really can eat quite a lot especially at this buffet haha i think i ate like 4 doughnuts :D but i mean if i never go back then i would regret not eating the doughnut for the rest of my life right? So yupp must live a life with no regret! ;) teehee

Outside the hotel in hk

This is how they snuck into the casinos HAHAH

Cuzzies monopoly sessions <3

Special bus thingy to this plane

Both trips were spectacular Bonding, friendships, life-changing experiences, hearts touched, people's lives healed, and above all God was glorified HAHA ok you know what i wrote this in my reflections for the mission trip hahaha :p k i feel like eating now i'm gonna get myself a bowl of honey starzzzz with chocolate chip cookie dough haha

I was actually pretty sick when I came back from the mission trip...fever, cough and flu. Slept so much haha took the terriblest bitter-est medicine ever cos i can't swallow pills i had to bite them, the experience was absolutely horrid :( but i survived and i'm well now! haha yayy :) My bro is still sick now though, poor dude get well soon brudar, praying for ya!!

I always feel happy and high-per when i'm around people but you know the funny thing is that when i'm alone by myself reflecting thinking and spending quiet time with God is when I feel even more incredibly happy and blessed cos God really speaks to me and blesses me in incredible ways that I do not expect and sometimes in the stillness and quietness he reveals things to me and makes me realize/understand some things that are so amazingly perfectly fitting into his plan like a jigsaw puzzle piece it awes me and makes me feel so glad that I have a God like Him. Once I was so happy I laughed really loudly in my room i think my family thought i was delirious hahah. I know you tihnk i'm weird now haha but i don't really care hehe;p

Talking about that, judging people like how we label some people we see "weird" or "loser" or whatever, i tihnk it's something we kinda do unconsciously according to like maybe what we hear from our friends, how they look, what they wear, encounters with them etc without really knowing them. I guess i'm guilty of that too and as human beings, it's part of our sinful nature to do that but this year i really wanna try not to judge people before i know them cos i mean it doesn't win you friends nor does it win you anything in any sense so might just as well try to love everyone around no matter how hard it may seem cos at the end of the day you gain much more as well :) yay! Haha

I've been reading the featured weblogs on xanga and two entries really struck me. Click here and here! Quite thought-provoking reading their views and the stream of comments that followed after. To becca even though i don't know you, i'd just like to say stay strong! I'm greatly encouraged by you :) it's not easy without the love and support of an earthly father BUT, you have a heavenly father who loves you very much! Jesus loves you :)

And to lovelyish, i'm sorry for the hurtful words your parents said to you but i just wanna say to you and to anyone else who's been called fat or ugly or not good enough by anyone, don't ever listen to them because you ARE beautiful, you really are :) don't let anybody else tell you otherwise. Just believe in yourself and you can shine :) Hmm i remember in cambodia stacey was also telling me during our late night talks that when she told the cambodia girls that she thought they were all very beautiful their eyes lit up and they looked so happy and shy. Seriously don't listen to anyone who thinks you aren't cool or whatever. Anw i think you're cool! And Jesus thinks you're cool too, cos he made you cool! :)

Anyway where was I? When I finally got well, caught up with bests! Ice cream chef, camwhoring, swings, sitting at the playground talking about childhood and growing up, cute little girls in dresses, planning our future, heart to heart talk. Hi freddy i love you a lot, one day we're gonna tour the world tgt! :) be bridesmaids at one another's weddings, shop for babies' clothes tgt, help each other through pregnancy lol:) and don't worry if we both don't get married like loserz we always have each other :) just talked to you like an hour ago on the phone and made our resolutions together and coloured timetables/brocures haha and talking to you on msn now dopeeeeeey. Don't be stressed for this year k? Super glad your sch is so close to my house. We can make 2009 a smashing yr tgt zokayyyyyyz <3

Hung out with cricksterrrr too was good fun hello crickety super pooper friend! Haha I’m so happy we’re in the same class next year yknow (first time!!) plus same church/cg too. Been friends with you for 4 years and it’s been incredible. We have the weirdest fun, the most queer conversations, disgusting encounters, strange camwhoring sessions, all of which make me laugh so so hard when I’m with you. I feel comfortable talking to you bout most anything, from personal to crazy random things:) ok those 3 words now….so hard to say…hahahaha I love you la!!

Cg came over to mine to bake a cake for denise which I must say turned out uh very unique haha. The boys made a card for her too AW:) we made so much noise haha arguing about weird stuff. Rushed to the café at coffee showcase. Had dinner and surprised her after that with our two uh very presentable cakes haha. Yay thanks for everything denise we’re really gonna miss you and we love you berry mucho don’t forget that :) watchnight svc aft that, counted down in church and at 12 everyone went around shaking hands hugging and wishing one another haha so nice and warmfuzzy happy! :)

haha my daddy can carry me on his back he just carried me today! I laughed and screamed hehe like a little kiddo, i swear I never ever wanna grow up i wish I was still 6 years old small and innocent and not know anything:) aw I love my dad. and my mummy she always makes me feel better:) and my bro who beyond rocks I’m really glad we don’t ever fight it’s quite amazing how well we get along :) k I sound like like a little kid but I really am glad that I have a happy family and we have so much fun and love each other, I think it’s really something God has blessed me with and I’m very thankful for that :)

SCHOOL STARTED ON FRI! I got to see all my girlies again haha I was so zooper excited/hyper/high screaming and hugging. Was so nice everyone I haven’t seen in such a long time! :)) Our classroom is on the 4^th floor roarrrrrrrr gonna be late for school again D: and there's no ice cream in the canteen how to survive :( I like my new classmates haha it’s gonna be a fun and crazy 2 years yayayay!! I think mr. liu seems very nice and I hope all our teachers are good im sure they will be :) a bit apprehensive about this year though, need to juggle a lot of things: God family friends- important above all :) studies I really wanna do well roar im gonna work harder (resolution lol) SALT with the best comm ever we can do it yes you guys are crazy :D church commitments, piano and guitar (haha man I seriously need to practice) But I know that with GOD by my side I can do all things so yes I can do it and I have faith that it will be a good year! :))

Went out with twisho on sat, hit town feels like so long since I last went there whoo orchard rocks my socks. Yay my old buddy missed ya, had a great time with you <3 I spent a bomb I don’t know why!! :( Watched ponyo, it’s so cute haha I love studio ghibli! Charis i forgot to use your movie voucher dangittttt. It was actually a very good show, meaningful and totally worth my ten dollars. Lunch was super nice haha so ex but it was worth it ;) ate my spicy chicken aft that toooooo haha I love it :p headed to borders I bought a storybook :D (which reminds me I haven’t read my lit book Fahrenheit 451 ahhh) Bought my emo jeans, bracelets and 1 top from forever 21. Laughed so hard with T cos of this really embarrassing encounter with the guy behind the counter. And on a side note, I really need to stop buying flip-flops. It’s time to move on to my flats with the mary jane style straps across haha they’re so cute I haven’t found the perfect pair yet though. Jose you need to take me to that shop where you bought your adorable shoes hehe(: came home at bout 5, talked on the phone (li ser wong your timing is terrible!! and thanks for the apples heheh), did my SALT stickers yay haha ok im recalling random weird things...Didn't go out with the cuzzies for dinner cos i was so sleepy but ended up coming online instead

My phone bill is really going skyhigh bonkers this month but it's zokay friends :) and im forced to say i love ting and lis forever haha but i really do la idiots i don't like tomatoes but i like small bits of tomatoes in pizza or tomato ketchup/soup/juice (it's not as bad as it sounds, really!!) i love my music my poddie has lotsa new songs haha YAAAAY

Omg this is a really reaaaeally really long post, but you asked for it people haha i feel crazy :) i feel like i've forgotten a lot of important things i wanna say but there's too much haha so i shall stop before you guys kill me. Didn't actually take that long cos the photos uploaded so quickly xanga rocks yay and i type...ok la actually not that fast but maybe God...um stopped time? Haha ok talking nonsense

HI TWIN i didn't forget writing in white for you! Haha, your bday is coming soon ;) I know you're real busy this year, but remember: God first yupp! Put him in the center and everything will be fine. Miss you a lot and can't wait to see you soon! <3

OH before i go, introducing to everybody my new boyfriend: AARON PERRY JOHNSON. Hahah i watched angus thongs and perfect snogging like 4 times. Superduper hot, cute, sweet, gorgeous green (!!) eyes, haha i haven't had a crush like this since p5 Legolas Greenleaf haha don't worry legolas i still like you a lot but as a friend:)

Miss desouza, keep your hands off my boy or someone might get hurt...hahaha just kidding -hug- bunnerpillar, doubledate? Me and aaron with you and chase? Let's go star-gazing and dancing at night yes? How's tmr night? Hahaha but you know what you're right I'd give up A for you anytime too aww <3 yay girlfriends rock!! All my girls out there yawl are always in my heart ok :)

Have a superduper blessed week filled with hugs and laughter and love and yoshinoya beef bowls and fried mars bars and rainbow cuppycakes and stuffed toy giraffes and doodles on your notebook and surprises left on your table and long letters and best friend secrets and post-its and happy things

Happy new year

Thu, 01 Jan 2009 00:37:21 GMT

I have the bestest wonderfullest most gorgeous from the inside out family and friends in the world, and of course above all GOD who has showered his abundant blessings, guidance and protection upon me throughout this entire year. (Oh not forgetting the most amazing boyfriend ever hahahha aaron johnsonnnnn!!!) To everyone who made my life bright and incandescent in any and every way: couldn't be more grateful or feel more loved, i love you guys so crazy much you know who you are :) thanks for being part of my 2008 and making it so special, i hope i made yours special too and that every smile on your beautiful faces is built on one on mine. If I had a chocolate coin for every incredible friend/person that i have so undeservingly, I'd be richer than willy wonka. Wishing yawl a smashing 2009 filled with laughter life and love :)

Your light is ultraviolet ♥

Nothing but grapes and sunshine

Wed, 10 Dec 2008 08:01:27 GMT

Going to cambodia once again from this friday to the next! Excited and expectant

Bibbidi bobbidi boo